I thought I'd silenced you
But here you are again
Welcoming my anxiety
I wanted to throw you out
Since you are the gate
I'll remain the prison
I thought I'd hear
From you though you had escaped from me
Maybe I'm too scared to forget you
I just can't remember
How it feels like to function without
Absorbed in total free fall
It's a waste of time
It's not that serious
And then, when guilt consumes you
In your yoga class
And your teacher convinces you
You have to come back more often
To solve these issues
Right?
I look around and realize I am the problem
Am I put into this world solely to admire?