Things are moving so fast especially in my mind Depression and anxieties that I'll get left behind And inside of me is scared but I'm just too afraid say Maybe I'll whisper it to heaven or take it to my grave
Eyes closed like a blindfold I'm searching in the dark I'd trade one person like me For a million Insta hearts
But I liked the world the way it was I wish it stayed the same But the thing that never changes is things are gonna change
They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud And so I keep it in and push it all down But all these feelings that are coming up now I'm just tryna get my inside out 'Cause getting high it only makes me feel low God, take the wheel because I'm losing control Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how I'm just tryna get my inside out
And using social media, that triggers OCD Can't concentrate on anything, my heart's ADHD I just try to avoid the doctors I'm tryna dodge the pills I'm longing for a listener To decide for what is real With government and politics Which side do we align? My family really needs me But I just don't have the time
I loved it just the way it was I wish it stayed the same But the thing that never changes is things are gonna change
They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud And so I keep it in and push it all down But all these feelings that are coming up now I'm just tryna get my inside out 'Cause getting high it only makes me feel low God, take the wheel because I'm losing control Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how I'm just tryna get my inside out Tryna get my inside out Oh yeah
No, the drugs don't work, they just make it hurt I'd like to cry but all my tears are dry I pray and hope that this flame won't end But I know that tomorrow we'll go again
We'll go again We'll go again Oh We'll go again Oh The thing that never changes is things are gonna change
They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud And so I keep it in and push it all down But all these feelings that are coming up now I'm just tryna get my inside out 'Cause getting high it only makes me feel low God, take the wheel because I'm losing control Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how I'm just tryna get my inside out