"Heaven help us all", she said
And then she turned away to cry
"I'm held captive by my own dreams
For reasons I don't know why. "
She looked around for some solid ground
To stand or lay her head
And without further warning
Bright and early the next morning

They found her dead, dead, dead
She could've been my friend
She could've been my lover
She could've been just about anything
But now she's gone - but I'm still here
And I'm drowning in the sweat of fear

The paper's drawn
The die's been cast
Just how long did you think you'd last?
Fate my have dealt you one eyed jack
But you're a suicide king with a knife in his back
There are times
When I can almost hear her laughing from up above
But I know for a fact she went straight
To hell for the sin of our once love

And I will be with her
Yes, I will be in my own hell
I will not cheat myself of my own destiny
I will submit, I will let go, but not because she told me so

It's no secret, but I won't tell
She was pushed, I said she feel
Words move mountains
I move away
Yesterday's sweetheart died today