My brother's always saying toughen up
Watch the way they'd scar with the way they love
Ingrained inside my brain
still thinking this is how it's done
Spent too many years just always saying yes
Perking up my ears as I would nod my head
So now, I'm saying no
to every chance I get

I'm still waking up to be honest
And it's too early to know if I want this
I'm still waking up to be honest
And it's too early

Oh, sorry for the cold one I've become
The unreciprocated kisses and love songs left unsung
Oh, sorry for the closed door I've become
The unreciprocated thoughts and words
I've left unsung

See the thing is, I hate to lose control
and affection makes me uncomfortable

Maybe one day, I'll be like a gentleman
Repeating every I love you they've ever said
Can people really change?
Haven't found the verdict yet

I'm still waking up to be honest
And it's too early to know if I want this
I'm still waking up to be honest
And it's too early

Oh, sorry for the cold one I've become
The unreciprocated kisses
and love songs left unsung
Oh, sorry for the closed door I've become
The unreciprocated thoughts
and words I've left unsung

See the thing is, I hate to lose control
and affection makes me uncomfortable

Yeah, the thing is, I hate to lose control
and affection makes me uncomfortable
Yeah, the thing is, I hate to lose control
affection makes me uncomfortable