One last time leads to another

I pushed my luck, I'm lost, my brother

And I've got a hole in my chest

I'm making a mess

Head pounding, skin crawling

Try not to breathe

You'll disrupt their sleep

You'll disrupt their sleep

Just one more, it'll be different this time

Again and again

I'm lost for breath, are they my friend?

Again and again

Can't fight this itch as they shout

Again and again

Just one more time, it'll be different this time

Again and again

I put my back into a blade

To see if there's bone

Why couldn't I say no?

And I get stuck in between

And I can't tell what I mean

And I get stuck in between

Believing everything

Head pounding, skin crawling

Try not to breathe

You'll disrupt their sleep

You'll disrupt their sleep

Just one more, it'll be different this time

Again and again

I'm lost for breath, are they my friend?

Again and again

Can't fight this itch as they shout

Again and again

Just one more time, it'll be different this time

Again and again