Clean up the mess you made
Just so you can leave
And fucking start again
Leave me left to decay
Just to fade away
Get out of here before it's too late
Nothing but glass, ash
And these harrowing thoughts sprawled on
This table that used to host us
Question all my blessings clock ticking
Bottle half empty
I re-collect how I could feel us
Slowly slipping apart
How could this ever have happened?
How long has it even been
Since I've fallen into this rut
That I'm destined to keep leave me
To pick up the pieces
How long will it be
Until I can break free from this grief?
When all you've left me
With are empty sheets
The lines kept discreet
Oh there's no matter of time
Because we'll never see
Where it went or how it was spent
Loathing the day we ever met
I've learnt to believe in things
That I can't see
I'll continue to bite my tongue
Because it's all I've ever known
Will you turn away
When I leave it to bleed?
Because that's all I have to show
The poison spreads and it halts my pulse
How can I learn to say I'm sorry?
When the words surface my throat I choke