I'm fading
And I feel like you forgot me
Trying to keep me close
Has proved too fucking hard
I'll try take back all the pain
That I've dealt
Why would I ever mean to cause you harm
Why do I feel the need to prove myself
When everything I do just proves me wrong
It's getting harder to grasp
How to face facts from my past
Coz I'm the living fucking proof
That all nice guys finish last
I'm coming to terms
With watching my world burn
I'm wasted, wasting away
I'm learning to love
The things that I said
That I used to love to hate sleeping on
The floor doing drugs
That I can't afford just
To watch the sunrise
And when I crawl back home
Would you stay awake for me
And when I crawl back home
I know you'll be there
To tell me that I'm still alive
With your hand placed in mine
I can feel the shame rushing through
Your veins stemmed to the pain pledged
In your arteries your blank stare
Sheds a tear out of your worn eyes
Your lips are pale
From the cigarettes they're all cracked
And dry but please know
That with a little faith
I'll return once again to see
This smile that your face
Don't give up on me