When I look at your pale face
I feel like I never loved
Before you it was just loneliness
And when I let you touch my skin
I feel like I never felt
Before you I was just loneliness

No, this time I'll cry at night
I cannot let you come with me for all of my time
No, this time I'll let you die
'Cause what you are is what I love
and what I hate 'cause I can't take

I don't wanna let you die, but I cannot see you cry
'Cause I will kill what made me breathe again
You're like the only thing I want
and I cannot take at all
'Cause what I see is going to disappear

I'm going to damn myself more than I already am
No, this time I'll cry at night
I cannot let you come with me, for all of my time
No, this time I'll let you die
'Cause what you are is what I love
and what I hate 'cause I can't take
'Cause I can't take, 'cause I can't take
And I will cry, and I will cry