I been keeping it real low
There's some things nobody knows
Either turn up when I go out
Rather just turn down at home
Drugs make me feel less alone
Turn around everyone's gone
Imma always be the bad guy I know it

Imma lie to the world and say I ain't been poppin' for anxiety
And Imma lie to myself
When it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety
And no one has your back unless your on your death bed
Baby don't you cry to me
Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin' for anxiety

Tell me how I'm supposed to stop
Filling up all of these cups
When I wish someone would end this all for me
Tell me how I'm supposed to stop
Takin' pills til I throw up
When I think about what I have seen
It's back and forth how much I need it
Yeah, my drugs are so conceited
They convince me that I'm nothing without them
How many times can I say that it feels good to get off them
Before there's some truth behind it

Imma lie to the world and say I ain't been poppin' for anxiety
And Imma lie to myself
When it goes under my tongue that this is my sobriety
And no one has your back unless your on your death bed
Baby, don't you cry to me
Imma lie to the world and say I aint been poppin' for anxiety