Sometimes I lie awake in bed

Thinking about the things you said

So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel

So terrified of changing what I thought was real

It's too bad, you're gone

It's too bad, you're not alone

And I know that you couldn't see

That it's too bad that you're gone

And not here with me

Standing here, trying to make some sense of this

There's nothing between us

Still I can feel your awkwardness

You're so lost for words

So you just tell me I'm your friend

There must be one reason

Only one reason in the end

It's too bad, you're gone

It's too bad, you're not alone

And I know that you couldn't see

That it's too bad that you're gone

And not here with me

So why are you pulling away

It must be from things that I say

And I'm thinking you're thinking of him

So why do I even care at all