Messy room around me
Depression dressed the room I sleep in
Something feels special
When I dance to heavy metal

My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah
Don't know how to let them out, I'm so lost, yeah
And I'm so lost, yeah

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?
Belladonna of ecstasy
We're never more than history, it kills me
I feel like nothing

Tell my heart to rewind
You can't relivе or rewrite
Scary moments in timе
Depends what's in your mind

My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah
Don't know how to let 'em out, I'm so lost, yeah
I'm so lost, yeah

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?
Belladonna of ecstasy
We're never more than history, it kills me
I feel like nothing

Love is such a blur
A lens that bends and curves
A picture that allures you in
Re-enter the cure
Confidence to procure
A love that stings and burns within
Love is such a blur
A lens that bends and curves
A picture that allures you in
Re-enter the cure
Confidence to procure
A love that stings and burns within

Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?