I'm frozen, with self-destructive feelings
built so deep inside
I'm broken, shattered and scattered
like I have no way to find
Eternal night. Infighting, why?
How can you understand me
if you're trapped inside these walls?
I fear though to reach your eyes
and get lost inside your thoughts
A shield to fight. A mirror to the blind

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I fade away to keep my prison untouched for now
Numb

I'm near now
I feel the essence of your poisoning despise
Not so cold
but feel my body freezing, now I'm paralized
Can't look at you. No time to run

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I break the years by raising up my voice

Can't find

Lost Light! Dead Eyes!

Abdicate from what you love the most
Frustrated, it's like it's never far enough
The World's in front of me
and I don't why the fuck I hesitate
My pockets filled with all the shit
that makes me wanna give up my life
Don't cry! I'm never gonna die inside your mind
'cause you made me your Nemesis
And you can reach for the truth by the sea
But I'ma make your head my souvenir

My hands will carry death wherever I go
And I smell of pain like someone who just survived
What doesn't kill will make deep scars
that will hurt so hard
This pain. This Nymph
My past. My dreams

So I do waste the days looking the horizon
I keep my faith, but the fire's fadind out
'cause nothing can make me smile again
Since you turned up your face, I was dead