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Come on
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You know how I feel
No, no
No, no
You gotta know how I feel

I'm sayin", "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
And I know I'm wrong, but I won't listen
I know it's really not important
I said to myself, "Why would I lie? "
I said my bitch is always bone picking
I said she always bone picking with me
I'm looking at a red flag all night
I'm staring at the light, it's not a green light

I know that I'm not mad enough, know that I'm not mad enough
Bitch, you're always playing with me
Know that she is bad enough, I know that she is bad for me
She's bad for me
I look in the room, thinking it's cool if I could be
Somebody else just for a day, I take the back seat
I think about the times I was young
I think it's always greener on the other side

Oh, no, no, yeah, I would be
Thinking 'bout the man that I would be
Thinking 'bout thе time
that I was seventeen, I coulda been anything, anything
I tеll my mama sorry 'cause I threw it away
I had to leave home for a long time
I said my father always yelling at me every night
It's true, we didn't get along
I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone
I had to smack him in his face and tell me leave me alone
And tell me leave me alone, and tell me leave me alone
You don't gotta be toxic
You was selling drugs, and that's a hot topic
You brought my family to pieces, so can you stop it?
Can you stop it, Daddy, now? Daddy, now

I'm saying, "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
And I know I'm wrong, but I won't listen
I know it's really not important
I said to myself, "Why would I lie? "
I'm saying, "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
And I know I'm wrong, but I won't listen
I know it's really not important
I said to myself, "Why would I lie? "