you were a friend or maybe a twin
i never really could decide
you came to my
door, i was on the floor
i couldn’t let you up inside
i didn’t mean to let
you down
and now i know everything that’s good is gone

i couldn’t explain
when i said you’re a pain
i never knew another way
all the times that we saw
falling down every hall
the better parts have been erased
i tried to make
it happen
i tried to do things right
i swallowed two and thought of you
but
never saw your sight

i slept away the summer
i dreamt away the days
but
the nightmares came when i woke up
and knew you were away