and my nightmare's just begun oooooh masking your tired a crown made of wire captured distant laugh what can protect you from that trap an apocalyptic crash wishing wings just to fly away we're all grasping at the sun insecurity and I come undone and I am wasting my time on all of them but they're not with me wasting my life on protecting all the things that hurt me wasting my time on all of them . . . fuck all them and it's all because of my x-ploding my x-ploding head I'm in a cold sweat waking up there is no sign of love I'm in a cold sweat waking up but my nightmare's just begun do your eyes just show lies or are eyes playing tricks on you yes your eyes just show lies and your eyes are playing tricks on you sometimes I wish that I was dead and my nightmare's just begun save me oh won't you save me oh can you save me oh won't you save me?