Out To Sea

The air is cold, I'm getting old
And going nowhere
This job is shit
I wanna quit
But money is scarce
I'm on my knees, begging please, but you don't care
Everyday seems the same,
Another blank stare

All I want is to be
To feel like theres a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again

I hate this town
And all the sounds
That drive me crazy
I wanna run and buy a gun
But im too lazy
I feel so dead
I feel so numb
But nothing phases me
I check my pulse
But nothing's there
I think I'm fading

All I want is to be
To feel like theres a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again

Out to sea
Nothing but waves to surround me
And all I feel is pain
It's the only thing that's real
And all I need
Is turned to reflect on the life I lead
I'm lost at sea
Nothing but ocean to drown me in

All I want is to be
To feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that theres a heart that beats inside of me
Again


by Thiago FPM