I close the door, nobody's there

I´m watching shadows in front of me…

‘Cause I don´t know what a fuck is wrong with me

What am I suppose to be? I´m not a freak.



1o Ref: I could use some time

Try to change my head

I seem alive but I´m not, O.K.?



So what am I supposed to feel?

So what am I suppose to do?

And what am I supposed to be?

I'm dieing, dieing…

So what am I supposed to do?

And what am I fucking doing here?

And what a fuck I'm doing here?

I'm dieing, dieing…



I close the door, nobody's there

I´m watching shadows in front of me…

‘Cause I don´t know what a fuck is wrong with me

What am I suppose to be? I´m not a freak.



1o Ref: …



So what am I supposed to do?

So what am I suppose to feel?

And am I supposed to die?

I'm dieing, dieing…

So what am I supposed to do?

And what am I fucking doing here?

And what a fuck I'm doing here?

I'm dieing, dieing…



2o Ref: I'm not a lie

That was what my mind and I used to tell me.

In front of me

you found a way

a sense to sell your soul, to make a pact with death.

I'm not a lie

That was what my mind and I used to tell…

That was what my mind and I used to tell…

That was what my mind and I used to tell me!



All the time I pray for

One and only simple miracle

Otherwise I can't go on

I need something that makes me smile again

I'm still right here

Just given blood

for something that I never find

Now you leave me here

with this fear

Leave me broken bitter in my heart…

Leave me bitter in my heart…



I've got so many fucking words

That I could say to you before...

It was a big mistake

I can live without you

Now whoore everything that I could say to you before

It was a big mistake

I can live without a trace…

I could live without a trace,

All the time a feel sorry inside of me…

and I hate you…