I've got a friend that gets high on his own supply

When I look at him now, I don't know the guy

His Coke never came in a can

Nah, there's no saving a man, it's no surprise

That he's hanging with strangers on the road at night

Talking to everybody like shit

But if you've got any drugs, then he's so polite

"I'm tryna be like you, bro", you know the type

He's got his eyes wide open

I'm looking through the window to his soul

I can see my guy's broken

Hands hurting from the grudges he's holding

One day, he will talk to me, I'm hoping

He said social media gives him anxiety

I looked up, I see him still scrolling

It's a gift and a curse when you're chosen

When you're the man in the city, Phil Foden

Is it gambling, clothes or sex?

You can't figure out why you're so obsessed

Everybody got vices

Everybody got thoughts that they hope to forget

You said that you wanna be successful

You never knew it was gonna be so much stress

Life was easier when you needed less

But don't look back, you might get depressed

Fentanyl, paracetamol

Panadol, Adderall

Finessekid, I don't do drugs

Feel like in a past life I had 'em all

Trabaye down a rabbit hole

Old demons attack your soul

You got locked in pandora's box

Think it's time you cracked the code

Fentanyl, paracetamol

Panadol, Adderall

Finessekid, I don't do drugs

Feel like in a past life I had 'em all

Trabaye down a rabbit hole

Old demons attack your soul

You got locked in pandora's box

Think it's time you cracked the code

Remember you never used to care about it

Now you never go anywhere without it

You talk like a tough guy, but you're a slave to addiction

So who really wears the trousers?

Your wifey never used to leave your side

You got weak, now you don't know where your spouse is

I had to slow down on the loud

Some days last year, I was blazing ounces

I could never sit on my high horse and boast

Some people quit, some microdose

Life is a game of blackjack

Tryna see 21, it's all about the highs and lows

I know the energy I put out, it comes back

Universe reacts, and I prepare to react

And it's Murphy's law for what I fear the most

how scary is that?

Fentanyl, paracetamol

Panadol, Adderall

Finessekid, I don't do drugs

Feel like in a past life I had 'em all

Trabaye down a rabbit hole

Old demons attack your soul

You got locked in pandora's box

Think it's time you cracked the code

Fentanyl, paracetamol

Panadol, Adderall

Finessekid, I don't do drugs

Feel like in a past life I had 'em all

Trabaye down a rabbit hole

Old demons attack your soul

You got locked in pandora's box

Think it's time you cracked the code