Long dark hair I bleached blonde

I would take anything, I would kiss anyone

I'd stay out all night, sleep 'til 2

And I still liked all my tattoos

Forever 21 ten-dollar skirt

Wasn't scared of the world, didn't know how it worked

I just laughed too much when I got too high

Now I'm paranoid as fuck and I don't know why

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing

I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it

I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe

I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me

And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else

So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk

I don't know how to have, I don't know how to have fun

(Don't know how)

(I don't know how)

(I don't know how)

(I don't know)

All of my friends are havin' kids

But I'm scared I'd mess it up if I ever did

Am I an old soul or just dеpressed?

The linе is gettin' blurry, but I'm doin' my best

I try and I try, but every time

I smoke a little weed, think my throat's closing

I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it

I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe

I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me

And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else

So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk

I don't know how to have, I don't know how to have fun

I don't know how to have, I don't know how to have fun

I don't know anymore, but I swear that I did once

Lookin' at my zodiac (Lookin' at my zodiac)

Hopin' that I'll get it back (Get it back)

'Cause every time

I smoke a little weed, I think my throat's closing

I hear a good song and I wish I wrote it

I walk into a party, I forget how to breathe

I see somebody winnin' and I wish it was me

And I'm scared of lettin' go in front of somebody else

So I drink a little, but I never let myself get drunk

I don't know how to have, I don't know how to have fun

(Don't know how)

(I don't know how)

(I don't know how)

(I don't know)