Mask all my pain
Hold back my tears
I'm going insanenobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm going insane
Nobody knows

I take another shot
Tryna just forget all the negative
Devil laughin meanwhile god explaining the benefits
Listen financial freedom
Come and go as you please
Arenas packed out
Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees
You got your mom a house
Yea I know it seems bitter sweet
Because your parents separated
You thought money so seams
And now you think it's your fault
You enabled the breakup
But that's the power of money now you just funding the makeup
With the same tool that brought it down

Tell the waiter I don't want no ice
I just want tequila
I don't want it watered down
Everything I bought for y'all
I figured that I bought a crown
I figured that you know that you can get it since I got it now
I saw this goin' differently
I be lookin' at the 7-year-old me like don't come visit me
The public took the fun away
You've been robbed of all of your innocence
I'm talkin' to myself I hope I'm listening

Mask all my pain
Hold back my tears
I'm going insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm going insane
Nobody knows

Juggling the inside and outside heavy
I might call a ex chick and drink some Henny
Starting off my day with some shit already
Answering the phone like I'm pissed already
Media is lyin' gettin' used to it
Crucifying me I needa crucifix
Guess I look the part so I might as well
Heavens where you get when you fight thru the hell

People keep slandering but I can't respond
Because if I do y'all call me crazy say my focus is wrong
I'm feelin' fed up yeah
This isn't natural no
Keep it together let it fall apart in music
I can't let them see the pain
When I'm the one that gets them thru it
This some real life shit
Sometimes I feel like shit

Mask all my pain
Hold back my tears
I'm going insane
Nobody knows
All by myself
Let the rain hit me
I'm going insane
Nobody knows