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I have a question

Can I fall asleep for just 1 night
Without waking up screaming?
I swear to God I wake up every night
Wondering if I'm still dreaming
& I tell people about these night terrors
But I don't think they understand
Cuz they don't wake up swinging
Throwing blows & fists bleeding. Oh, these hands
They've been thru it all- Rolling blunts, breaking lines
Fist fights, climbing billboards. I think in time
I'll become a "normal citizen" but as of now I'm giving in
To temptation and any product
That could be considered a synonym
I'm evil, & I cheesel, then you fall in love
Then you find out that I lied & that I didn't give a fuck
All I want are funds, & wings & drugs
I swear to God if I could fly, I wouldn't need these slugs

God take me, take me please! I wanna be up in the clouds!
Cuz I love being high but the part I can't stand
is when I'm coming down

So the rain pours... Another day for self destruction
Need I say more?
If I'm positive with my lyrics then the people say
"It's not raw. "
They love when I'm depressed
Guess that's when I'm at my best
What can I say? I guess it is what it is
Guess my anger & resentment will lead me to happiness
What a bitch! How my whole fucken life has been lived
Look at the negative side, pessimistic since I was a kid
Don't exist in the mist but I'm pist when I miss
The poison kiss that could have led me to bliss
Tryna be higher than the clouds, bluer than the sky
With the help of these drugs, 1 day I'm gonna fly
So my eyes stay buggy & my high stays funky
Homie, don't trip on me cuz you know I make money!
They say, "Rev, you're an example
Watch what you're doing! "
I know you think I'm perfect but I'm only human
They say, "Rev, you're an example
Watch what you're doing! "
I know you think I'm famous but I'm only human
They say, "Rev, you're an example
Watch what you're doing! "
I know you think I'm perfect but I'm only human

God take me, take me please! I wanna be up in the clouds!
Cuz I love being high but the part I can't stand
Is when I'm coming down