I won't follow you
I'll stay here alone
I won't cause you pain
my hands will grip something
something no one will miss
or know that is gone

but it's very hard
I wonder what you two are doing
entangled in our memories
it pulls me down and conflagrates my heart
why would I trust that you have changed
when my scars, still cover me in shame
there's no going back for me
I live for myself now, with only you to blame

oh, did you forget me yet?
I live by night
so you can live by day
now we won't meet again
I know you don't want to
I did good, right?

I think you'd be proud of me
of who I am now
(I close my eyes when they are speaking about you)
I hope a little bird sings and whispers about me
'cause this is so hard
I wonder what you are doing
I'm entangled in our memories
it pulls me down and conflagrates my heart