I feel it when I wake up, it’s hard for me to stay up

We spent our summertime stuck inside
Everybody doing good, we doing fine
Frontin like I feel the same, you see me smile
But really I’ve been out my mind for a while
I don’t wanna be the one, the one that’s always stressin'
I’m just tryna chill and keep my cool (yea, yea)
All these diamonds keep on fallin' from me in disguise like
I just wanna bring them all to you

Spending summertime (yea, yea)
Doing good, doing fine (yea, yea)
Spending summertime (yea, yea)
Doing good, doing fine

Look I’m high as hell
Dyin’ seem feasible
Might as well
I bite my nails
She hold my hand
Now I can’t bite my nails
My trauma sells
No one ever told me what the world like
Wish I could say one word make the whole wide world pipe
Down I can’t see straight
I make things ok
Y'all can’t see my pain
I can’t feel my face
I can’t change my ways
I'm higher than ever
I’m ridin' the weather
I’m tryna get better
And get it together I wake up at 7 and faint

Spending summertime (yea, yea)
Doing good, doing fine (yea, yea)
Spending summertime (yea, yea)
Doing good, doing fine

Love me
You love me
I feel it blowing away (stay up, stay up, stay up)
You open your heart
When you know it’s never the same (stay up, stay up, stay up)
Love me
You love me
I feel it blowing away
You open your heart
When you know it’s never the same
Love me
You love me
I feel it blowing away
You open your heart and you know it’s never the same