It's time for the mind wipe

One of my biggest fears is that I'll

never feel love in this lifetime

Hungry for a feeling that I only ever see from the sidelines

It's an answer that I long to know

And what I've learnt is

It's different when you're in it

like you're swimmin' with the fishes

Immersed in it

But now I'm lookin' back

I think I was just gazin' down on the surface

To somewhere that I cannot go

I'm standing in front of the Rothko

They say that it makes people cry

I've been here for hours

But God knows why

I could never get close enough

I see the words spoken move through you, and in that moment

I think that I know love

Pressed against the glass, the colours bleedin'

And I'm feelin' your blood hum

Or maybe I just badly want to

It's in the ether

How I ever felt about you, and I used to be such a believer

I find myself bleeding

And it seems that it's never even for the right reasons

And what those are I still haven't a clue

I'm standing in front of the Rothko

They say that it makes people cry

I've been here for hours

But God knows why

And I want so badly to love you

And be sure of feeling that way

And in what I'm saying there's some truth

But not enough for me to stay

I'm standing in front of the Rothko

They say that it makes people cry

I've been here for hours

But God knows, God knows why

(I want to love, I want to love you)

And I want so badly to love you

And be sure of feeling that way (I want to love)

(I want to love you) And in what

I'm saying there's some truth

But not enough for me to stay