Look at me
When I'm looking right past everything
That you say, everyday
It's so much I can't stop
Wondering
What this lifestyle will do to me
Every night, everyday
It's the same thing now

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all of the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more! "
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?

I have tried
Just to reason and then question why
I'm right here, you're right there
And you're so secure now
I don't know that
I can't fight anymore and that's that
Every night, everyday
Where's my savior now?

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all the feeling I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more! "
And I'll be stumbling down to the floor
Why won't someone just tell me of love so sweet?
Don't want to be alone

Why do I feel
That this isn't real
But it's so hard just to try and appeal
To all the feelings I feel every time I go
Straight thru the door
"Bartender, one more! "
And I'll be falling right down to the floor
Why won't someone just reach out their hand to me?
Why am I trying, fighting, hypnotizing
When what I do is not surprising
From the things that I've done for so long
You know I'm wrong to
Why don't you show
What I should know?
'Cause it's so hard to try and let go
I cannot fight for the sake of it anymore