I'm sick of being hopeful
I'm not being dramatic
I'm not being mysterious
Or even enigmatic
I see the train from my old room
It's early on in the morning
If you saw me for what I am
Would you leave without warning?

Hilo the rain hits the window
My old scars are healing they're on the mend
I'll go wherever the wind goes
You might not ever see me again

Hilo the rain hits the window
My old scars are healing they're on the mend
I'll go wherever the wind blows
You might not ever see me again

The clock it stopped around 4am
It's been that way for 12 months
There's a comfort in knowing that
Twice a day things aren't all wrong
I'm not an overachiever
Maybe I'm overreacting
Passed the tracks of the mountains
Always staring back at me

Hilo the rain hits the window
My old scars are healing they're on the mend
I'll go wherever the wind blows
You might not ever see me again

Hilo the rain hits the window
But I know the worst parts are in my head
I'll go wherever the wind blows
You might not ever see me again

Baby I'm wasting you
Spending all of my time trying
Trying to chase the truth
But I'm sick of being hopeful
Baby I'm wasting you
Spending all of my time trying
Trying to chase the truth
But I'm sick of being hopeful

Hilo the rain hits the window
My old scars are healing they're on the mend
I'll go wherever the wind blows
You might not ever see me again

Hilo the rain hits the window
But I know the worst parts are in my head
I'll go wherever the wind blows
You might not ever see me again