Hold on tight, I'm going through the motions

God help me, God help me

I've had fuck all winks of a sleep, and I

I was on the cusp on a win

I could wear my crown, sit right on my throne

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how I feel

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how I feel

Crash your car going too fast

too much drinking at a bad news bar

Don't help me, I said don't help me

Well, I'm forty down, and I want to lift

But it takes too long to get back on your feet

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how I feel

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how it—

If I don't sleep through February and it all wears thin

I owe it all to you, my baby

I'm going to forget my ways of holding on to things

I never should have done, oh, well, I tried

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how I feel

Well, that's how it feels

Well, that's how I feel