I wish you could see the timely future you have
And my heart is frozen in this state forever
I love him but I wish for something more
I want this metallic taste to disappear
I want to live

And you could not possibly feel my pain
You could not possibly feel my envy
Youre just a reminder of what I want most
You, you do not see me cry in the shadows

My porcelain skin will never change
And though I may live to see the changes the world brings
I cant breathe
I want to get out, I want to get out but I know cant
Its not his fault; I know he just wants happiness for me

The darkness swallows me
And youll always be there to remind me of what I lost