May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected
Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us
running down the street like a track team

When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain infinite
Shes my queen and I ain't even british
Shes the only reason that I went to school and I
finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started
being violent
She saw something in me that, until this day I don't
know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
N shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so
much that it burn when I look at ch'you

Chorus x2
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my
voice projected my life reflected

Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's official it's over
and I can't let you go

But I gotta let you know all the shit
I did make it
feel like I'm dyin real slow, cause no one understands
me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm
angry

You was my friend and my man and my daddy
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me
anything I ever needed knew you had me

Cause of you all them chicks could'ntstand me
So why hurt you that's the question
It took this long for me to learn my lesson
Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
I finally understand the true meaning of karma

Chorus x2
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my
voice projected my life reflected

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to
busy tryna have fun now I pat myself on the back for
sending you back cause god knows I was better than
that to conceive then leave you the concept alone
seems evil I'm trapped in my concience

I adhear to the nonsense listened to people who told
me I wasn't ready for you
But how the fuck would they know wat I was ready to
do
And of course it wasn't your fault