What have I done?

Where have I come from?

When I burnt the backs with the sun through

a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone

What have I become?

When I turned my back on you I turned my back

on myself and became this machine

Thoughtlessness

Selfishness

Hopelessness

Arrogant!

I feel it on the inside

Twisting and contorting

Memory has shaped me

once again

Still feel you on the inside

Biting through and stinging

Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun

Filter through us

Still wrestle the demons

that arrested me as a child

Confession rejected

We grow up

To give up

People step on the cracks for wounds owed

paid back through the words of surrender

Emptiness

Loneliness

Listlessness

Worthless!

I feel it on the inside

Twisting and contorting

Memory has shaped me

once again

Still feel you on the inside

Biting through and stinging

Will I ever forget to remember?

Oh, can you save me?

From myself

From these memories

Oh, can you save me?

From myself

From these memories

Surrender

To the shadows

Haunting inside

Bleed through you

Surrender to the secrets inside

Lies within you

I feel it on the inside

Twisting and contorting

Memory has shaped me

once again

Still feel you on the inside

Biting through and stinging

Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside

Set down the bag and left it

Lost memory has left me

One again!

Open up the inside

Admission for the cleansing

Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender

To the shadows

Haunting inside

Bleed through you