To be or not to be
That's the question

Choking with my laughter
Drowning in my pride
Feeling like a master

With nothing left to hide

Could have been so happy
Chosen to be sad
Stressed and disappointed
Hidden in my shell

Fighting with myself
How to understand this game
Dirty mirror of my soul
Is this me or my Ego?

Here I am
Here I′m going in grace
Don't look back
Mind your step and forget
I′m OK
I'm calling and calling
Don't want to lose control
From the start to the end
I′m losing again
Will I ever be strong
In my heart
Strong in my heart
Was bleeding

What I feel is anger
Bunch of lies I play
Compromising with the devil
All these stupid things I say

I weigh one thousand kilos
And my soul is full of dirt
I see only my obsessions
No more struggle I can bear

Can you help me?

Hidden my complex
And I wonder what is next
I can′t touch my heart and soul
But I feel my sick Ego!

Here I am
Now I'm counting to ten
Don′t look back
Mind your step and relax
I'm OK
I′m falling and falling
Don't want to lose control
From the start to the end
I′m losing again
Will I ever be strong in my heart