TIME AFTER TIME

Hello again, my discontent.
I'm not afraid but I'll make the same mistakes, reluctantly.

Take hold of me, and we'll burn the biggest bridge,
You've ever seen, just to start to fuel my itch.
It's not in vein but I'll fall flat on my face eventually,
And I'll have to live without you, just like I do in all my dreams.

You thought maybe I was giving up the fight.
Cuz all I do is drink, make bad decisions and false strides.
Cuz I don't wanna believe,
These contradictions in my mind are killing me time after time.

Save all your breath for a time when you can speak,
Without regret, without your tongue beneath your feet.
I know I'm not what you wanted me to be, but I'm not blind,
And I can overcome it, you can see it in my eyes.

You thought maybe I was giving up the fight.
Cuz all I do is drink, make bad decisions and false strides.
Cuz I don't wanna believe,
These contradictions in my mind are killing me time after time.