The rules no longer hold me
I just want to live in my world
I can't take any more of these flashes
It's time for me to say
Say to you all
I can't take it anymore
I just want to walk out that door
I have to talk to you
But I lack courage
This could be good for me
I feel like a ghost

Close to you don't know react
I really don't know
I feel like a ghost
You come and talk to all
It's just that I can't
I can't talk to you
My throat latch
I swallow my saliva
The dry is what I'm talking about
The distance hurts me more

I already know what would be good for me
If I were a ghost in your life
I could escape it corrodes me
I don't have the guts to tell you everything
A ghost don't need anywhere near
But like a coward I'll escape
Escape again goodbye

I've never been so sober
No point more
I've broken out of what I should do
You're a boy so young
I don't think I should
I'd ruin your life
Surely you're not well
I'm not well
Nobody's ready
We are able
But not further prepared

I put my helmet
Seen my armour
Caught my sword
But I'm not going to war
Because I'm a coward
I'm afraid
Afraid to live what I want
These my thoughts
They come all the time
Thinking of you and I
How I hate you
But I like you

I already know what would be good for me
If I were a ghost in your life
I could escape it corrodes me
I don't have the guts to tell you everything
A ghost don't need anywhere near
But like a coward I'll escape
Escape again goodbye

Sitting here I thought
How would this work?
My response was
That wouldn't do anything
Only you would notice
And I'd be happy for you
Whatever you do
Even if you hurt me
I'm going to smile at the end of the day
And give you a good night
With your new lover

I already know what would be good for me
If I were a ghost in your life
I could escape it corrodes me
I don't have the guts to tell you everything
A ghost don't need anywhere near
But like a coward I'll escape
Escape again goodbye