It's complicated

Wake up and not see you

My hands tighten

For not being able to have you

Me without you is like an angel without wings

'Cause I need you

I wanted to see your face

'Cause I need you

Under protest you won't

I miss you

I can't let you go

The pain is mine

But I don't want to feel it

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to take care of yourself

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to remember all

I know you look at us

Up there with a good view

As much as I don't have wings

I feel you here

I see you're gone

It's not a joke

You really left me

Didn't fly

You're just gone

Under protest you won't

I miss you

I can't let you go

The pain is mine

But I don't want to feel it

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to take care of yourself

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to remember all

I hear the trumpets

Play for your arrival

They're going to celebrate forever

And we're going to be right here

Where are you?

You're happier

Under protest you won't

I miss you

I can't let you go

The pain is mine

But I don't want to feel it

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to take care of yourself

Under one last goodbye

I ask you to remember all

I stayed with you

Until your last day

I tell you now not a goodbye

But one until soon