I'm already boring myself
I think I'm a pain in the
Just talking about myself
But that's what this album is about
From me

Me and me
That everyone knows I flirt with death
That's nothing new
That my armor is fragile
That's nothing new
What if I tell you something new?

Tonight I had a new experience
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?
Oh!
I could love myself a little more
I spend a lot of my energy hate me
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?

It's like it's written in the script
I try to follow
But I'm not in the mood to smile
When I don't want to smile
All I'm asking is that you leave me

I've got a lot on my mind
Full of these voices
She tells me
They tell me a lot
Except I don't fall for them again

Tonight I had a new experience
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?
Oh!
I could love myself a little more
I spend a lot of my energy hate me
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?

So it's in all these hours
That now I feel myself
When I want to die
And flirt with death
When I hate myself I love myself
I pay attention
When I hate myself I love myself

Tonight I had a new experience
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?
Oh!
I could love myself a little more
I spend a lot of my energy hate me
As if a black widow poked me
And if it wasn't for myself
Oh!
Why do I always try to destroy myself?
Why so self destructive?