Crying can't be for now
I have to save
Make me strong
If I can't move on with my life

The crying I leave for later
In the middle of the dance floor
I'm sad
That's so sad
I can't feel well
'Cause I'm like a little doll
Not him
Not her

I'm not a loser
I'm just used
As if it were a personal object
Pickin' up dust on the table
I'm not a loser
I'm just used
Yeah! it's all right
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded

I try not to feel
'Cause feeling hurts
I prefer cuts on the wrists
Just feel something
My mind doesn't just think about it right now
What a feeling I don't want

The crying comes later
It's not fun, it's not fun
The only feeling I've ever known
They're my eyes full of water
I try to leave it for later
The crying comes later

I'm not a loser
I'm just used
As if it were a personal object
Pickin' up dust on the table
I'm not a loser
I'm just used
Yeah! it's all right
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded

I'm fine
I'd rather be used
Like a movie
Just use me at will
'Cause I don't want to feel anything
I don't want to feel those feelings
The crying comes later

I'm not a loser
I'm just used
As if it were a personal object
Pickin' up dust on the table
I'm not a loser
I'm just used
Yeah! it's all right
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded
Porn, porn, porn a loser's
It is to be used and discarded