Time

I know I've already said that

I've even been there

In fact I always pass

I never know what to think

I never wanted to die

I want to live

But sometimes the feeling hits me

Consumes me and drags me

I thought I was starting a new chapter

But I just realized

I went back two pages ago

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

I get confused with myself

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

Only I think so

But my thoughts are of all

I imagine you thinking that

And I'm convinced of that

It's not quite right

But I love a self sabotage

Ask me for myself

I know what I write

It's not a crime

But it's pretty bad

I thought I was starting a new chapter

But I just realized

I went back two pages ago

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

I get confused with myself

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

Even the sunset wouldn't cheer me up

Right now it's all so black

I don't see anything else out there

Because it must be me wanting to meet me

Far away

It's me wanting to call myself

I thought I was starting a new chapter

But I just realized

I went back two pages ago

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me

I get confused with myself

Not 'cause I don't know

Not 'cause I don't want to

Just 'cause sometimes it's so hard to love me