I wanted to go to my dream
My dream I dream
That I can make a joke
Free everything inside me
The clown that exists in me

No fear
(Live too)
Weightless on my conscience
(You know what you did)
Hoping for
But you always step on eggs

Here and now I was not good for you
I didn't want to say goodbye
I just screwed up
Here and now I'm going home
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
I went from the top to the bottom
Here and now I didn't want to live without you
It's the end of my world
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
Here and now

I can try
And I tried
I wish I'd been the best for you
It just didn't happen
And now I've paid for everything
The bills have arrived

No excuse will change anything
That will always stay in my mind
It won't come out
All the time
I'm just going to think about saying
Goodbye

Here and now I was not good for you
I didn't want to say goodbye
I just screwed up
Here and now I'm going home
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
I went from the top to the bottom
Here and now I didn't want to live without you
It's the end of my world
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
Here and now

Tired
I'm tired of hiding
To live in the shadows
Just not to say goodbye
As much as I make your ceiling fall
I'm not going to keep living being my hostage
It's not the end of the world
But don't say goodbye yet

Here and now I was not good for you
I didn't want to say goodbye
I just screwed up
Here and now I'm going home
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
I went from the top to the bottom
Here and now I didn't want to live without you
It's the end of my world
(Not wanting to say goodbye)
Here and now