A bastard at conception ring
Takes the place a mistake
So surface and purposely fake
Ashamed and afraid the child
Grows in shadow alone
Nothing or no one to hold on to
Or calls his own he runs away
You keep on singing the same song
You tell me that I’m to blame
I’ll keep on singing the same song
Over and over again
Slipping
Through the cracks
Of the system slithering
Like a snake
Struggling to survive
Scrapping everything he can just to eat
Screaming now ceiling is peeling
I feel for my faith
Trapped in my body this demons
Destruct and escape
Burning with pleasure this flesh
Is so weathered and raped
I feel so tired
Desired has made me less
Can I be whole again?
When all the pieces fall
Who do I turn to now?
The light is closing in
Have to re-begin
Well it’s almost over now
All this pain that I’ve allowed
No nest inside my soul
Let I go…