I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

[Verse 1]
I know that now
What's right
As I'm startin' to feel it
I'm not sober now
It's hard for me
But I should be healin'

[Verse 2]
It's crazy how
You'll have to change
Like we mean it
I'm holding on
Oh I'm starting to feel it

[Chorus]
I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not


[Verse 3]
I'm close to her
It hurt
But it feels so appealing
I wonder why
For me life
Has a different meaning?

[Chorus]
I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
Took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not


Orlandus 2020