The sky's always gray
I can't take that away
Your demon's standing in my way
Familiar face, you're so lost in dismay
Holding the anger of being betrayed
You said: Do you remember taking the train home?
I do, taking shots to the dome
anchors weighing down my bones
I too never fully feel at home
headphones on drowning out the thoughts I don't show

For you I feel like I'm a fiend
Party with my demons, I don't wanna sleep
Sad boy for life all I do is weep
Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend
One dose of it, I'm infinity
When I'm around you it's hard to breathe
I mean it's hard to be

If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak
I'll take your anxiety, so I can set you free
Your eyes look so violent in silence
I'm trying to keep myself calm
I can't let it go

Intoxicated, getting faded
Feeling jaded, your soul's been traded

Walking by your side, you jump on the tracks
Got tears in your eyes, there's no turning back

For you I feel like I'm a fiend
Party with my demons, I don't wanna sleep
Sad boy for life all I do is weep
Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend
One dose of it, I'm infinity
When I'm around you it's hard to breathe
I mean it's hard to be

If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak
I'll take your anxiety, so I can set you free
Your eyes look so violent in silence
I'm trying to keep myself calm
I can't let it go