I want to shave my head
Want to tell my friends I'm dead
Want to throw out all my meds
Just want to feel okay

And I want to be someone
Want to do things just for fun
Want to drop my shit and run
Go somewhere far away

I've been wandering for days
Haven't slept, my brain's a maze
Walking dead man tryna find my way

Can you tell me what to feel right now?
Can you tell me if it's real right now?
I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away
Won't fade away, won't fade away

I'm standing on a ledge right now
Getting closer to the edge right now
And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away
Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fadе away

I want to pierce my lip
Want you to know that I exist
It's gеtting harder to admit
That I don't have a grip

And I need to get some rest
I've been getting too obsessed
With the many names for death
And what's inside of it

I've been wandering for days
Haven't slept, my brain's a maze
Walking dead man tryna find my way

Can you tell me what to feel right now?
Can you tell me if it's real right now?
I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away
Won't fade away, won't fade away

I'm standing on a ledge right now
Getting closer to the edge right now
And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away
Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fade away

Can you tell me what to feel right now?
Can you tell me if it's real right now?
I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away
Won't fade away, won't fade away

I'm standing on a ledge right now
Getting closer to the edge right now
And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away
Don't fade away, don't fade away

Can you tell me what to feel right now?
Can you tell me if it's real right now?
I need something 'cause the pain won't fade away
Won't fade away, won't fade away

I'm standing on a ledge right now
Getting closer to the edge right now
And I'm screaming at myself, don't fade away
Don't fade away, don't fade away, don't fade away