I feel so numb staring at the shower wall
This began the feeling that the end has come
And now the water is cold
I tried to eat today
But the lump in my throat got in the way

In this time I've lost all sense of pride
I've called a hundred times
If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off
I can't sleep
These four walls and me

I lay in bed
Can't seem to leave your side
Your pillow's wet
From all these tears I've cried
I won't say goodbye
I tried to smile today
Then I realized there's no point anyway

In this time I've lost all sense of pride
I've called it thousand times
If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off
I can't sleep
These four walls and me

And I, I can't come alive
I want a room to take me under
Cause I can't have a wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the light off
So I can't sleep
These four walls and me