nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them sometimes i wonder why this is happening it's like nothing i can do will distract me when i think of how i shot myself in the back again cause from the infinite words i could say / i put all the pain you gave to me on display / but didn't realize / instead of setting it free / i took what i hated and made it a part of me [it never goes away]
And now You've become a part of me you'll always be right here You've become a part of me you'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what i've done I've given up a part of me I've let myself become you
hearing your name / the memories come back again i remember when it started happening i'd see you in every thought i had and then the thoughts slowly found words attached to them and i knew as they escaped away i was committing myself to them / and every day i regret saying those things / cause now i see / that i took what i hated and made it a part of me
[it never goes away]
And now You've become a part of me you'll always be right here You've become a part of me you'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what i've done I've given up a part of me I've let myself become you
Get away from me Gimme my space back / you gotta just go Everything comes down to memories of you I've kept it in but now i'm letting you know I've let you go
And now You've become a part of me you'll always be right here You've become a part of me you'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what i've done I've given up a part of me I've let myself become you
I've let myself become you I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you