I hope you aint too tired to cry And i hope you know you aint never to live to die
Listen... I grew up where them people called them people on us Think we slingin, but we just got beepers on us Grindin all day like we got sleep insomnia Livin like the videos write a treatment on us Stuck in the hood like they poured semen on us Ghetto birds still shittin on us, government still quittin on us Lost a few homies and the grief still sittin on us So we got the names written on us, white folks still spittin on us And them bitch ass police k-9's teeth still grittin on us But we smoke, ashes still gettin on us Older bitches still hittin on us I remember well, beezy roll the l Beezy aint here... wheres beezy at?... beezy got killed And that was my nigga, i go way back for my nigga But i know thats how it happend my nigga, Shit is much deeper than this rappin my nigga But now they all rappin my niggas, so now i must make it happen So ima play the captain, sail boat flappin my nigga No fingers im snappin, happy for my nigga lil taggers Cause even tho we couldnt, the lord saved him Last time we seen him was when katrina hated Found his body like a month later, rest in peace boy He was a east boy, and so was wesy wes he was a good nigga, so i know he blessed And his daughter is a princess, this shit is harder than a bench press But ima keep goin, and i swear i got a lump in my throat But ima keep on pumpin the flow, So if i cry dont stop the beat, i feel like my heart just stopped the beat My nigga lil derek is quick to cop a key, either that or load the gat and go pop a g And because of that hes just a name in a rhyme of mine I pray his family and his mama is fine So much shit just sit on this mind of mine I think about it all the time I drink about it all the time I smoke back to back Cause if my thoughts got to me id be in this rap Or id be in the can, thank god i had dreams of being the man Yea and fuck a man with a badge cause he aint shit to a man on the edge The five o killed naughty good boy dead Man you woulda thought they killed corn bread Shot em up face down on the lawn Not to mention with his handcuffs on Not to mention they had plain clothes on And the complain goes on But no body do nothin bout it The jail house and the morgue is too fuckin crowded And haters at an all time high Everybody got their hatas like a fuckin ipod Shit and they tried to burn my phantom up, but i got my gun license I got my hammers up, im ready to shoot like a camera Stay still mothafucka ima have to write my will this summer Cause if they dont kill me, ima kill this summer Yea And you can put that on my late father or my late grandmother Ms. mercedes carter Or my grandfather larry bosock the old man hustle till his heart stopped And all i know of my real pops is that he had money No bank account, that brown paper bag money Yea he might hit me off wit a little brag money But the nigga still wouldnt be a dad for me But look how i turned out i hope he glad for me But thats why when i see him i act mad funny cause hes a joke to me Dont message, dont call, dont talk to me Its just me and my moma how its suppose to be And i make sure she paid like she wrote for me And i know she gets all hope for me And i dont ever want to see her mope for me Hopefully but truthfully there is a day thats due for me But we gone pray that its as far as the future sees Your listenin to the future weezy f. baby Amen