I think I hate myself again
For a second I believe the lies I said
Mixing spirits with the meds
Cuz in the chemicals is where I find myself

I can't escape this
nowhere left to run
I should embrace it
And live forever numb
Cuz in my brain I'm screaming at the top of my lungs

This is not another party song
Just someone barely holding on
Am I that complicated
Happiness is overrated
Why do I break everything I touch
So low I need a pick me up
I'd rather be sedated
Happiness is overrated

I guess I'll burn another bridge
At least it's easier than paying for the sins
hidden underneath my skin
All the memories I wish I could unlive

I can't escape this
Nowhere left to run
I should embrace it
And live forever numb
Cuz in my brain I'm screaming at the top of my lungs

This is not another party song
Just someone barely holding on
Am I that complicated
Happiness is overrated
Why do I break everything I touch
So low I need a pick me up
I'd rather be sedated
Happiness is overrated

Happiness is over
Happiness is over
Happiness is over
Happiness is overrated

This is not another party song
Just someone barely holding on
Am I that complicated
Happiness is overrated
Why do I break everything I touch
So low I need a pick me up
I'd rather be sedated
Happiness is overrated