i want to have it one more time
no matter when no matter what's the price
i just want to tie myself in harmony
no one can see no one can feel

i feel some kinda solitude
my friends are gone until i turn it on
i wish i could be your god
i wish i could kill fuck die and then be free

like a little girl in a barren field
alone in darkness in the distance
that girl in the barren field
seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky

now i'm standing on the edge of that kingdom
those times aren't gone but they're over for now
memories - my guests accept themselves
cause our origin is like a blue velvet

from the first letter till the last word
till the last world there will be password
i want to kill i want to fuck i want to die
i want to kill i want to fuck i want to die then be free

like a little girl in a barren field
alone in darkness in the distance
that girl in the barren field
seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky

like please face your barren field
please do it come on
this is the melody
from my childhood it's everything
it means waiting and frustration
and my inner joy and depression

like a little girl in a barren field
alone in darkness in the distance
that girl in the barren field
seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky