Part I

Can't you see this is your desire?

Lay down on me all that you require

Are you free, or are you still tied up?

Inside your dreams, can you lit the fire?

Or will you bleed?

My first OBE, I was trippin', I thought I was losin' my body

Exited the game, thought I was kicked out the lobby

I was a mess, face on the floor like the last of a zombie

Ominous thoughts in my head when I looked at the drop

almost hopped it

Beatin' on my thoughts, too many demons I leave in a box

See what I lost, five, five, five weeks I been off

See the depression, I can't compete

they can see that I'm gone

It seem that I, uh, it seem that I, uh

It seem that I really be losin' my mind

First thing I say, "My medula, it's fine"

Face in the mirror, a face full of fear

In the face of the spirit, think I'm too misaligned

Move out the way when the shit gettin' rough

Even though this all part of the design

Fallin' in deep when I'm stuck in the mud

Pay for my sins, but I'm late for the fine

Baby, you know I'm my worst enemy

Stand in my way almost every time

Inflate my ego, I'm poppin' myself

Hand on my throat, cut off my own supply

You said I'ma never quick in the sand

Tied to my hands, suffocatin' the vibe

She tellin' me she be hatin' my guts

Well, baby, ain't no one hate me more than I

Baby, ain't no one hate me more than I

It's time to shine

I know that's all right

It's time to shine

I know that's all right

It's time to shine

I know that's all right

It's time to shine

I know that's all right

Can't you see this is your desire?

Lay down on me all that you require

Are you free or are you still tied up?

Inside your dreams, can you lit the fire?

Or will you bleed?

Baby, I know I'm toxic, I ain't never made no progress

Yellin' at me all day, you my favorite project

You tryna match my hate, baby, quit talkin' nonsense

I can't feel my face, I'm 'bout to jump out the roof

Part II

My life a motion picture, look at this poor thing

They lovin' a pity party, let's fill up the whole seat

I'm seein' the ocean fill up, waitin' to see me scream

They waitin' to see me hiccup, my trauma on TV screens

Are you not entertained? I should be a Oscar winner

Sorry I'm so unpolished, my father was not the richest

Mama came out the village, never the optimist

Type of shit that she saw leave all of you in astonishment

Now, round of applause

Hear the whispers and conversation

Was raised as a rotten seed

it's no wonder I bombed the ratings

Standin' ovation, they couldn't stand me on they A-list

Safe haven was vacant, most hated, they rate it

I'm pavin' the way while they try and shove me on waitlists

I'm knowin' the game they play masqueraded as entertainment

Shrug on my shoulders, stayin' unfazed

I know if I ever break

they gon' try and paint me as crazy, I know

I'm seein' the snakes in the fog

movin' with heinous thoughts

Shame that my trachea see them baring they fangs when I talk

Baby, I know what they want

Baby, I know what they want

Can't help but think of the worst

Maybe they do wanna help or maybe they're dyin' of thirst

Cynical little old me, told up a family first

Sadly, my family failed me, guess it's a family curse

Baby, I know what they want

Ask how I feel now I'm famous, baby, I'm still fucked up

And baby, I'm still feelin' numb

Baby, I know what they want