When

We first fell

I used to lie

In my bed

But now

And my brain starts to be

Just some clouds

Instead

A part heart is living

A part heart is dead

And the part of my heart

You used to love, it fled

But it doesn't matter

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How many colours I paint my nails

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How many times I change my clothes

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How much I stay indoors, leave the house

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How much I have to drink

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How loud I play my music

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

What my good friends tell me

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

How much I hurt myself

I still feel the same

And it doesn't matter

No it doesn't matter

‘Cause I still feel the same