I wish that I would've stayed
It sure was nice seeing everyone's face
But now I'm letting myself get the best of me
I don't wanna be tough
Maybe there's nothing wrong, I just overthink
Can't shut up
And I'm feeling the way that I did when I was fifteen
Like I'm stuck in a room with the world weighing down on me

So I'm walking at midnight
I can't tell what's real or in my mind
And now I'm walking at midnight
Why can't I have a good time?

I sing to myself in a way
That makes it feel like it's really okay
And I know you're still dancing just down the street
While I stare at the moon
And all the lights of the city stare back at me
Like they know

So I'm walking at midnight
Can't tell what's real or in my mind
And now I'm walking at midnight
Why can't I have a good time?

So I'm walking at midnight
Can't tell what's real or in my mind
And now I'm walking at midnight
Why can't I have a good time?
(Having a good time)